Black Chick, White Guy / I Am the Bullgod

Black chick white guy
 does it mean shit maybe
 i don't know but yo it never phased me
 but either way heres one tail
 of two like that and what prevailed
 it started way back in the 8th grade
 in the small old town where the two both stayed
 he came from a family of middle class
 where everything he did he always had to ask
 she came from a place that was so alone
 you know the same old tail of a broken home
 her momma was an alkie and more like a friend
 had three different kids from three different men
 and that's just the way shit was
 couldn't change it couldn't rearrange it so there it was
 anyway the two kept on
 with the phone calls notes and so on and so on
 and after the bullshit and whatten
 that day came the two started fuckin'
 all the time you know kids habit's
 every single day fuckin' like rabbits
 sneakin out the car when he was 15
 climbin' in the window and fuckin' all night see
 fuckin' during lunch in the junior high bathrooms
 drinking champagne and trippin' on mushrooms
 his dick was metal her pussy was a magnet
 9th grade came, i'm pregnant
 shit got frantic and man oh lord it was a tuff decision
 but they decided to abort it
 it might have been right it might have been wrong
 but one thing's for sure it really fucked his head up
 where is it who is it how is it was it right
 these are the things he thought in bed at night
 a lot of people might laugh at this
 but fuck 'em they don't know the half of it
 Ain't no sunshine when you're low
 i'm low
 people tell me life's a game i'm not playin'
 bitches don't mean shit to me anymore
 i have taken my blows i'm still standin'
 Now as time went on the the two kept on
 they kept seeing each other off and on
 see she moved to the city and you know what happened
 black chic with a real white accent
 pretty girl in the ghetto go figure
 yeah she got macked by some dope dealin' nigger
 still seein' that other kid on the side
 she kept most of her thoughts inside
 see all the first guy did was just love her
 while that punk mother fucker used to beat her and punch her
 she was livin' all wild
 i think all she ever wanted was the love of her own child
 she asked the first guy to have his baby
 he looked at her like she must be crazy
 he was makin' records and goin' on tour
 20, 000 people hip hoppin on the floor
 and all that while she sat at home and got macked
 if she stepped out of line she got slapped
 and then one day she prayed to the lord to take that guy away
 and he did he got caught with a loaded gun
 and went to jail but first she had his son
 ooohh and now what to do
 she had no man no money and no clue
 now the other guy came back from tourin'
 and she called him up early one mornin'
 they hooked up her mind was blown
 as he began to raise her son as his own
 and that's a lot of shit to deal with man
 and if you ain't been there you wouldn't understand
 and people still laugh at this shit
 fuck 'em they don't know the half of it
 Ain't no sunshine when you're low
 i'm low
 people tell me life's a game i'm not playin'
 bitches don't mean shit to me anymore
 i have taken my blows i'm still standin'
 Now for the next year there was some good times
 a few bad times mostly good times
 see he was a ramblin' man to the bone
 he liked women and wine and he loved to roam
 not like she was any kind of saint
 see in this story there's a lot of red paint
 but time kept slippin' and made her crazy
 and she talked about havin' another baby
 the guy was like oooh lord
 we got one now that we can't afford
 but she convinced she could handle two
 said i want your child or i'm leavin you
 i can't figure out why then he didn't run
 i guess he was attached to her and her son
 all confused about what to do
 that girl met another guy and was fuckin' him too
 slut
 could barely pay her rent
 and then the same old shit, i'm pregrant
 and if that ain't some shit cuz
 the girl didn't even know who the father was
 and still by her side the first guy stayed
 head gettin' more fucked by the day
 he stuck it out for nine months i don't know why
 and then a little girl on the fourth of july
 was born in the front seat of his car
 it was amazing
 kinda like a shooting star
 he was happy told his family and friends
 only to realize later his little girl wasn't his
 and that crushed him quick
 suicidal thoughts were in his head real thick
 but before he found all that out
 from the same chic another kid popped out
 and that shit's real ill
 girl told him that she was takin' the fuckin' pill
 she must have known all along
 the little girl wasn't his and she was tryin' to latch on
 three different kids from three different men
 history repeats itself again
 and after some more shit got stirred
 he kicked that bitch to the curb
 and now from her he's got a little boy that makes him laugh a bit
 and he loves him
 but still you don't know the fuckin' half of it
 Ain't no sunshine when you're low
 i'm low
 people tell me life's a game i'm not playin'
 bitches don't mean shit to me anymore
 i have taken my blows i'm still standin'
 i'm still standin'
 i'm still standin'
 i'm still standin'