Toss Up

Handoff a buck to my bud cause I know
 that he'll play something we both enjoy
 Try to lean in strain my vocal chords
 thin as the song starts to shut out my voice
 Watch me pretend like I know where
 to aim when I toss up my paper airplane
 You've been a friend to me can you
 believe that I'm trying to do the same
 Side by side as I stare at the
 floor, lift my eyes as I try to meet yours
 And be there and pretend like I'm strong enough
 Hand you a smoke when you're feeling
 alone and I'll stand with you watching it burn
 Out here existing as hard as I can
 just a phone light to shine in your world
 Touch of the hand and a kiss on the head
 all that's left when I can't find the words
 You've been a friend to me can
 believe that I'm trying to follow in turn
 Take my hand cause we're really
 alone in this world, I can carry you home
 And be there and pretend like I'm strong enough