Never Be Mine

I look at you and see
 My life that might have been
 Your face just ghostly in the smoke
 They're setting fire to the cornfields
 As you're taking me home
 The smell of burning fields
 Will now mean you and here
 And this is where I want to be
 This is what I need
 This is where I want to be
 This is what I need
 This is where I want to be
 But I know that this will never be mine
 Ooh, the thrill and the hurting
 The thrill and the hurting
 I know that this will never be mine
 I want you as the dream, not the reality
 That clumsy goodbye kiss could fool me
 But looking back over my shoulder
 At you, happy without me
 This is where I want to be
 This is what I need
 This is where I want to be
 This is what I need
 This is where I want to be
 But I know that this will never be mine
 Ooh, the thrill and the hurting
 Will never be mine
 The thrill and the hurting
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 This is what I want
 It will never be mine
 It can never be
 The thrill and the hurting
 Will never be mine