Speechless

How do I speak when you're around
 What do I say when these words don't come
 So many things I feel inside
 But I can't tell if you read my mind
 So look in to my eyes and tell me what you see
 My heart is open now
 But it's only for you to read
 If you promise not to tell, I'll show you everything
 But it's only if you look in to my eyes that you'll see me
 I can not hide this anymore
 Emotions hit the roof then hit the floor
 I'm tired of these games we play
 We roll the dice pretending it's okay, when it's not
 So look in to my eyes and tell me what you see
 My heart is open now
 But it's only for you to read
 If you promise not to tell, I'll show you everything
 But it's only if you look in to my eyes that you'll see me
 So now that you see all the cards I have laid
 Will things change between us or will they stay the same?
 Will it be our friendship as the price I pay?
 And this fear keeps me speechless
 So look in to my eyes and tell me what you see
 My heart is open now
 But it's only for you to read
 If you promise not to tell, I'll show you everything
 But it's only if you look in to my eyes that you'll see me