Don't Wanna Die

I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
 'Cause the more I try, the less I get back
 Who am I? Someone that is afraid to see the other side
 Victim to a face, filled with trauma
 Who am I? Someone that could fix up every problem, except for mine
 'Cause I don't even try
 I can see the bottom, it's getting closer
 I'm moving faster, look in the mirror
 All I see is a monster
 I lose composure, I cannot listen
 I swear to god
 I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
 'Cause the more I try, the less I get back
 I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
 'Cause I'm my twenty years, I have never felt a thing
 Why am I known? I just wanna feel something starin' at the sun
 Lookin' for a break, guess I'm running out of luck
 I can't seem to find it and I couldn't give a fuck
 I don't ask for much but-
 I can see the bottom, it's getting closer
 I'm moving faster, look in the mirror
 All I see is a monster
 I lose composure, I cannot listen
 I swear to god
 I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
 'Cause the more I try, the less I get back
 I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
 'Cause I'm my twenty years, I have never felt a thing
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 (I can see the bottom, it's getting closer)
 (I'm moving faster, look in the mirror)
 (All I see is a monster)
 (I lose composure, I cannot listen)
 (I swear to god)
 I don't want to die, I just don't want to live
 'Cause the more I try, the less I get back