Almost

*gunshots*
 [Talking]
 Yeah, I'm bout to introduce
 Potential tragedy *laughs in the background*
 this song goes out to every man who
 ever been on the edge
 and wanted to jump
 but didnt... listen
 [Verse 1]
 I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning
 This whole relationship has been very disappointing
 We argued last night for 3 hours straight
 What used to be unconditional love is now straight hate
 Disrespect my manhood, I can't let her
 I told her the type of dude that I was when I first met her
 We clicked from day 1 and out the gate we had love
 But the love we had at first turned to bad blood
 More fussing and fighting and less communication
 Led to a potential domestic situation
 Was never satisfied with my choice of occupation
 Gave no motivation, doubted my determination
 Threats to put me out of her house were the worst case
 Especially since I aint wanna move in in the first place
 Said she'd never throw it in my face but she was lyin'
 I'm trying, but she aint knowing she was this close to dyin'
 [Hook]
 I almost murdered my girlfriend
 I almost murdered my girlfriend
 I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning
 Im tired of living in this hell
 I'd rather be sitting in a jail cell
 I almost murdered my girlfriend
 [Verse 2]
 I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning [Yeah]
 At least 3 or 4 times I gave her fair warning
 Unemployed, waiting for my money to improve
 She was paying the bills so she started putting power moves
 Telling me I aint a man, I'm sorry and I'm lazy
 Talking to me in ways she never did and it's crazy
 Never mentioned the time when she didn't have a dime
 I grinded for her and two kids that wasnt even mine
 Now the tables done turned and my pockets are clean
 I started seeing her true colors and that color was green
 You either love me or you don't love me, aint no in-between
 Using your money as a weapon on my self esteem
 Telling your friends all our problems you cried and lied
 If you gon' put em in our business and these terrible signs
 While they telling you what their husbands and boyfriends do
 You on the phone complaining about what I aint doing for you
 That's why.
 [Hook]
 [Verse 3]
 She lay down and fell asleep without making the bed up
 I'm fed up, her dirty friends pumping her head up
 I ain't tripping on making love cuz even when we do
 I'm trying to do my best to visualize any woman but you
 But im sure you do the same thing too
 Our problems ain't nothing new
 Good times are far and few
 You ask for my advice but when I hand it you drop it quick
 Like you just wanna know what I'ma say so you can do the opposite
 Years ago I should've quit you, you swung at me
 I grabbed your hand, you told the police that I hit you
 Official, theres too many problems we couldnt get through
 Plus some issues with this one dude you refused to admit to
 You wanna know a man? Study and see
 Don't judge what he is today, try to see what he could be
 I didn't kill her, I spared her life
 But the next night I woke up and caught her standing over me with a knife
 [Hook]