A WASTED YEAR

I'm just sitting here all alone
 You're probably goin' through my phone
 Some days I wish I could disappear
 But you're so vain, you'll never know (so vain, you'll never know)
 I don't wanna pretend
 We're still friends in the summer
 Did you think I'd forget?
 I said, "Leave if you wanna"
 You told me to grow up
 You walked out, I'm fucked up
 And now you're gone and I'm here
 Another heartbreak and a wasted year
 I tried therapy, everything
 You said it wasn't good enough
 "I suck" is all I hear every day
 You'rе always screamin' out your lungs
 And it's just because
 I don't wanna prеtend
 We're still friends in the summer
 Did you think I'd forget?
 I said, "Leave if you wanna"
 You told me to grow up
 You walked out, I'm fucked up
 And now you're gone and I'm here
 Another heartbreak and a wasted year
 Cross my heart, one day we'll be dead
 No, it's too late, this has to end
 We fucked this up, at least I tried
 At least we tried
 If we're breaking up, just don't wake me up
 If we're breaking up, please don't wake me up
 I don't wanna pretend
 We're still friends in the summer
 Did you think I'd forget?
 I said, "Leave if you wanna"
 You told me to grow up
 You walked out, I'm fucked up
 And now you're gone and I'm here
 Another heartbreak and a wasted year