Purpose

Feeling like I'm breathing my last breath
 Feeling like I'm walking my last steps
 Look at all of these tears I've wept
 Look at all the promises that I've kept
 I put my all into your hands
 Here's my soul to keep
 I let you in with all that I can
 You're not hard to reach
 And you bless me with the best gift
 That I've ever known
 You give me purpose
 Yeah, you've given me purpose
 Thinking my journey's come to an end
 Sending out a farewell to my friends, for inner peace
 Ask you to forgive me for my sins, oh would you please?
 I'm more than grateful for the time we spent
 my spirit's at ease
 I put my heart into your hands
 Learn the lessons you teach
 No matter when, wherever I am
 You're not hard to reach
 And you've given me the best gift
 That I've ever known
 You give me purpose everyday
 You give me purpose in every way
 Oh, you are my everything
 Oh, you are my everything
 I don't know if this is wrong, because someone else is telling me that it's wrong. But I feel this so let me just like try my best not to let this happen again. We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions
 You can't be hard on yourself for it, these are the cards you were given so you have to understand that's not who you are. You know you're trying to be the best you can be, but that's all you can do. If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself give it all you got but if it ends up happening, it ends up happening
 That's what happening with me, it's like "God, I'm giving it all I've got, sometimes I'm weak and I'm going to do it." And it's like I'm not giving myself grace, I'm just like understanding that's how it is