Appointments

I'm staying in tonight
 I won't stop you from leaving
 I know that I'm not what you wanted, am I?
 Wanted someone who I used to be like
 Now you think I'm not trying
 Well, don't argue, it's not worth the effort to lie
 You don't want to bring it up
 And I already know how we look
 You don't have to remind me so much
 How I disappoint you
 It's just that I talked to somebody again
 Who knows how to help me get better
 Until then I should just try not to miss anymore
 Appointments
 Ooh ooh ooh ooh
 Ooh ooh ooh
 
 I think if I ruin this
 That I know I can live with it
 Nothing turns out like I pictured it
 Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases
 I think if I fail again
 That I know you're still listening
 Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
 And I know that it's not, but I have to believe that it is
 I have to believe that it is
 I have to believe that it is
 (I have to believe it)
 I have to believe that it is
 (Probably not, but I have to believe that it is)
 And when I tell you that you that it is
 Oh, it's not for my benefit
 Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
 Oh, I know that it's not, but I have to believe that it is