No Meaning

If you could see what's inside my head
 You'd be disappointed
 I'm just concentrating on not falling down
 And not saying anything stupid
 Oh why do you do it
 Look under the surface
 Try to find some kind of meaning
 Reason or purpose
 The nameplate necklace around my neck
 Bears the name of somebody I've never met
 A name I pulled out of an unreadable book
 It's purely phonetic
 Oh why do you do it
 Look under the surface
 Try to find some kind of meaning
 Reason or purpose
 My leaking eyes are caused by the wind
 It's a physical condition
 Oh why do you do it
 Look under the surface
 Try to find some kind of meaning
 Reason or purpose
 The world is sick and in my head
 I'm just counting steps or letters in a name
 From one to eleven and back again
 Trying to get to a place
 Where thought has been erased
 By ritual systems