Secrets Pt. 2 (Bonus Track) [feat. J.R.]

Helplessness is such a sad feeling/
 one flesh I feel what my other half's feeling/
 a second victim but listen/
 I feel like Im the man on the side/
 not the man on her side its a difference/
 know what its like?/
 to look the love of your life inside of her face and all you seeing is hopelessness/
 wanna kiss her, touch her, hug her, but the/
 most intimate moments just remind her of brokenness/
 I feel so pushed away, wait that sounds so silly/
 so I take my feeling and bury them it aint about me really/
 but its about me really face it/
 when the pains so deep Im starting to think I can taste it/
 hurts the more Im concealing it/
 hearing these christian slogans nobody knows what Im dealing with/
 are they hearing this/
 look if you just peep my eyes/
 you'll see a secret deep inside I cant hide/
 That's the other part of me/
 no she is not a victim alone/
 I wish I could erase her tears/
 but I need someone to dry my own/
 I know this aint about me/
 wont make this thing about me but please I hope your hearing me/
 Its been deep in my heart/
 I live life in the dark/
 Its taring me apart/ (Repeat x4)
 Real talk Im feeling like I could murk dude/
 hurt her then I hurt you/
 Lord forgive me I dont know what's getting into me/
 mentally its the enemy/ ahh
 so many questions I can ask/
 you cant defend the present from the past/
 seems like nobody understands/
 I cant protect her Im feeling less than a man/
 stressed as I am theres no way to console her/
 so much distance between us will we be any closer/
 I just want what we had Lord will we get any closure/
 I wanna stand behind her but so much weight on my shoulders/
 wait, who am I to really think that I make her complete/
 when theres a savior who has promised to offer her piece/
 Jehovah Raffa life couldnt be any realer/
 so I intercede that by your grace you would come and heal her and me/