Goodbye

Got it this time uhuh
 No lie, I'm in a fruitful place
 But I was here thinking about you today
 My heart finna lose the same gon' moved away
 Can't wait till I return
 Wuddup gate the church
 For now my roots are being planted deep in the dirt
 Dirt so I'm reminded of purpose again
 I'd better serve you if I'm a better servant of him
 So to all my brothers and sisters
 No, not a day goes by that I'm not reminded I miss you
 The city's the only thing I've known
 See the look on his face
 When I tell my brother I'm really gone
 Tears rolling down our face
 Hugging like I'm never leaving but knowing I got a gift
 And the more that I think about it, the tighter becomes the grip
 The brother standing around is the love this feeling astounding
 Too many names to mention but you're the reason I'm grounded yea
 And I know it's strange
 But I know His aim's
 To glorify His holy name as I go through these growing pains
 Man, leaving St. Louis has been
 One of the most difficult things I've had to do
 To leave the city I love
 The people I love
 But I gotta follow the god I love
 Goodbye
 Ever had to say that to everything you know
 Cause in your spirit you're feeling the lord telling you go go woah
 Smell it?
 Fear seeping through my pores second guessing he said it
 Send me a sign
 Is it your voice?
 I really can't tell
 Is it my connection?
 My signal keeps sending me fail
 Failure yea led by the spirit into to the wilderness he painted on me
 You ain't hearing
 Tears coming down my wifey's eyes
 We got no friends and I'm
 Feeling like nothing I can do to dry those cries
 Got it all wrong this time
 Feeling so tired
 Feeling like why I'm following you?
 She's following me
 What we gonna do?
 What's it gonna be?
 She done left all of her family
 And she's fighting although she's hurting
 I know that you're truly with us
 Spirit is truly working producing something within us yea
 No this ain't strange 'cause I know your aim's
 To glorify your holy name as we go through these growing pains
 For me my wife and my family to be stripped away from everything we've known
 It's been hard
 But we're testaments to the fact that god brings growth
 Through our pains