Hold It Together

When I left your house the first time
 I had this feeling like I left something behind
 I checked both of my pockets, had my keys and my wallet
 And my necklace and my phone
 How am I missing something that I didn't know existed
 Like a week ago?
 When I kissed your lips the first time
 I had this feeling like I left something behind
 I spent eighteen months thinking I was messed up
 And I'd never learned to let it go
 Now here you are shaking the fear
 That love could only ever be what I've already known
 I say the right thing, it's kind of my thing
 Losing myself trying to fix everything
 It' shit from my past, I know you get that
 It's just what I learned and all that I've had
 Love don't work, if I don't hold it together
 It all gets worse, if I don't hold it together
 And I'm afraid to love this way forever
 I wanna let you know me ways I never would have let her
 Take my heart and we can hold it together
 This is nothing like the first time
 You don't remind me of a thing
 And we both got memories
 But when you're next to me, all that I see
 Is you in front of me
 I say the right thing, it's kind of my thing
 Losing myself trying to fix everything
 Love don't work, if I don't hold it together
 It all gets worse, if I don't hold it together
 And I'm afraid to love this way forever
 I wanna let you know me ways I never would have let her
 Take my heart and we can hold it together
 Could this work if I don't hold it together?
 Of all my habits I just like you better
 I wanna let you know me ways I never would have let her
 Take my heart and we can hold it together
 
 Hold it together
 Hold it together