Explain You

My therapist, called you a learning experience
 180 an hour that's all that he mentions
 Missing you is getting fucking expensive
 It's been ten months now
 That really ain't too much, I figured out
 There was just something 'bout being wanted
 By someone who never knew what they wanted
 I've seen some other people
 Who are nothing like you
 That's probably why it works
 And why it never could
 I'm holding onto nothing
 Don't know how to let it go
 So even if it's out of my control
 I try to explain you to myself
 But you never seem to sound right
 No matter how I try to explain you to myself
 I hold you close
 Tell me the memories that you miss the most
 I loved you fully, but I'm growing up now
 I loved you fully, but "fully" means more now
 I've seen some other people
 Who are nothing like you
 That's probably why it works
 And why it never could
 I'm holding onto nothing
 Don't know how to let it go
 So even if it's out of my control
 I try to explain you to myself
 But you never seem to sound right
 No matter how I try to explain you to myself
 You never seem to sound right
 No matter how I try to explain you to myself
 You never seem to sound right
 No matter how I try to explain you to myself
 You never seem to sound right
 You never seem to sound right
 You never seem to sound right
 You never seem to sound right