I Guess This is Life

Walked past that house party two times already
 Heard all the dogs bark and tryin' to walk steady
 Ran down this road yesterday in the sunshine
 But now I can't even see with the streetlights
 When I was here last I drove by with Sophie
 Rolled down the windows, we were in the city
 She asked politely if I had a lighter
 I told her likely, then lit it afire
 I couldn't tell you in words how I'm feeling
 Maybe what I need's a good proper healing
 Spent most of my nights staring at the ceiling
 Tried all that God stuff but I stopped believing
 Went back to Maryland, I walked with my momma
 Down to the water to escape the drama
 Got on this speedboat with my friend Terisa
 Oh nana yeah, it was so nice to see ya
 The burn of a cigarette with a good, good friend
 It made me forget
 That all of the time I spent tryna make amends
 Was an accident
 I opened the cabinet where the thoughts all sit
 I acknowledge it
 To try not to miss it, I take it step by step
 I guess this is life
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 I guess this is life
 I guess this is life
 I guess this is life