The Secret

I watch you breathing
 I can't believe you sleep so calm
 With all the dirty things that you've done to me
 My eyes are a curse you see
 'Cause they see an angel and not the demon child you've been
 Fucking with my head once again it seems
 Still I'm willing to believe
 The crying out at night
 It's not about what's wrong
 The secret just slipped outside to hide
 As this life moves on
 I can't hold on
 And I feel like I can never get over it
 And your eyes they flicker
 You must be dreaming evil dreams
 Are you eating someone's heart?
 Is it what it seems?
 You smile when you make them scream
 But I know your sadness
 There has to be a better way
 Someone get me some kind of priest to break
 Some kind of words to say
 The crying out at night
 It's not about what's wrong
 The secret just slipped outside to hide
 As this life moves on
 I can't hold on
 And I feel like I can never get over it
 You kick me in the face
 I will take it
 You make a promise
 You always break it
 I've lived in this shell of shame
 For so long
 So what am I doing?
 Why do I choose to stay?
 Seem things just don't get better somehow
 The crying out at night
 It's not about what's wrong
 The secret just slipped outside to hide
 As his life moves on
 I can't hold on
 And I feel like I can never get over it
 And I feel like I can never get over it
 And I feel like I can never get over it