New Deep

I'm so alive
 I'm so enlightened
 I can barely survive
 A night in my mind
 So I've got a plan
 I'm gonna find out
 Just how boring I am
 And have a good time
 'Cause ever since I tried
 Trying not to find
 Every little meaning in my life
 It's been fine
 I've been cool
 With my new golden rule
 Numb is the new deep
 Done with the old me
 And talk is the same cheap
 It's been
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 Is there a God?
 Why is He waiting?
 Don't you think of it odd
 When He knows my address?
 And look at the stars
 Don't they remind you
 Just how feeble we are?
 Well, it used to, I guess
 'Cause ever since I tried
 Trying not to find
 Every little meaning in my life
 It's been fine
 I've been cool
 With my new golden rule
 Numb is the new deep
 Done with the old me
 And talk is the same cheap
 It's been
 I'm a new man
 I wear a new cologne and
 You wouldn't know me
 If your eyes were closed
 I know what you'll say
 'This won't last longer than the rest of the day'
 But you're wrong this time
 You're wrong
 Numb is the new deep
 Done with the old me
 I'm over the analyzing
 Tonight
 Stop trying to figure it out
 (You try to figure, you try to figure it out)
 Deep will only bring you down
 You know, I used to be the back
 Porch poet with my book of rhymes
 Always open, knowing all the time, I'm problably
 Never gonna find the perfect rhyme
 For 'heavier things'