How Can I Leave You Again

In a spaceship over the mountains
 Chasing rainbows in the setting sun
 Leaving heart and home for the city of angels
 I feel my life is undone
 There are pathways winding below me
 In pleasure I've gone where they go
 In the quiet stillness I can hear symphonies
 The loveliest music I know
 How can I leave you again?
 I must be clear out of my mind
 Lost in a storm I've gone blind
 Oh, how can I leave you there?
 Oh, it's been a long time since I've listened
 Still longer since I've walked with you
 For the first time I know what I'm missing
 Some answers are no longer true
 So I question the course that I follow
 I'm doubtful, deep in despair
 My heart is filled with impossible notions
 Can it be you no longer care?
 Still, I ride on the wings of a high wind
 Blowing steady and strong behind me
 As the clouds surrender my fate is for certain
 I'm a sailor who runs to the sea
 But how can I leave you again?
 I must be clear out of my mind
 Lost in a storm I've gone blind
 Oh, how can I leave you there?
 How can I leave you again?
 I must be clear out of my mind
 Lost in a storm I've gone blind
 Oh, how can I leave you there?