Have Mercy On Me

I'm tired of being afraid
 I'm wondering how I got this way
 I'm trying to remember what life was like before
 Panic moved in without even knocking on the door
 Have mercy on me
 I'm not who I used to be
 Have mercy on me
 Jesus, please
 I've been praying and asking you to take it all away
 You never do exactly what I say
 You see me from the outside, a lover looking in
 But all I see is danger moving underneath my skin
 Have mercy on me
 I'm not who I used to be
 Have mercy on me
 Jesus, please
 I know it's not because I don't love you enough
 It's not because I'm weak, it's how you choose to speak to me
 Have mercy on me
 I'm not who I used to be
 Have mercy on me, please
 Have mercy on me
 I'm not who I used to be
 Have mercy on me
 Jesus, please
 Have mercy