How'd You Have Me

I've saved up enough courage, and I'll spend it now
 But all for what, I ask myself
 No, it doesn't feel that an answer matters
 Oh, I thought I needed you to give me strength
 The things I'd hoped you'd say
 But as you stayed quiet, I'd just wonder
 Only one thing left I wished I knew
 How did you have me, and I only got you?
 If it's all bad timing and there's no control
 Not gonna do anything
 You'll do everything I want from now on
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 When I'm with you change your voice, you change your face
 Scared to say what's wrong
 But we kept going on, yeah, kept going on
 Like two adult children engaged in separate play
 You can run down all those days to me
 Go through the whole year, but why?
 Only one thing left I wished I knew
 How did you have me, and I only got you?
 If it's all bad timing, and there's no control
 I'm gon' do anything
 You'll do everything I want from now on
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 No one else would be as patient
 Or at least be so forgiving
 I'm not curious at all that your heart was
 You can talk and I might listen
 Hate the words, you're sure no present
 I'm done living powered by this hurt
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 Only one thing left I wished I knew
 How did you have me and I only got you?
 If it's all bad timing, and there's no control
 I'm gon' do anything
 You'll do everything I want from now on