Anxiety

Anxiety
 How do you always get the best of me?
 I'm out here living in a fantasy
 I can't enjoy a goddamn thing
 Anxiety
 Why am I never where I am supposed to be?
 Even with my lover sleeping close to me
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 Watching the sunrise slash through the blinds
 Dust in the room, hovers over mine
 Lying here in silence
 Wife and child still sleeping deep enough to dream
 And oh, I'm a lucky man today but so afraid that time will take it all from me
 Anxiety
 How do you always get the best of me?
 I'm out here living in a fantasy
 I can't enjoy a goddamn thing
 Anxiety
 Why am I never where I am supposed to be?
 Even with my lover sleeping close to me
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 It's the weight of the world but it's nothing at all
 Light as a prayer and then I feel myself fall
 You've got to give me a minute
 'Cause I'm way down in it and I can't breathe so I can't speak
 I want to be strong and steady, always ready
 Now I feel so small, I feel so weak
 Anxiety
 How do you always get the best of me?
 I'm out here living in a fantasy
 I can't enjoy a goddamn thing
 Anxiety
 Why am I never where I am supposed to be?
 Even with my lover sleeping close to me
 I'm wide awake and I'm in a pain
 A crowded room is a burning battlefield
 If I don't move, I'll come undone
 My heart beats harder, a hammer striking steel
 Will I walk now or be like "Wait and Run"?
 Anxiety
 How do you always get the best of me?
 I should be living in a fantasy
 I can't enjoy a goddamn thing
 Anxiety
 Why am I never where I am supposed to be?
 Even with my lover sleeping close to me
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 Anxiety
 How do you always get the best of me?
 I'm out here living in a fantasy
 I can't enjoy a goddamn thing
 Anxiety
 Why am I never where I am supposed to be?
 Even with my lover sleeping close to me
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 Watching the sunrise slash through the blinds
 Dust in the room, hovers over mine
 Lying here in silence
 Wife and child still sleeping deep enough to dream
 And oh, I'm a lucky man today but so afraid that time will take it all from me
 Anxiety
 How do you always get the best of me?
 I'm out here living in a fantasy
 I can't enjoy a goddamn thing
 Anxiety
 Why am I never where I am supposed to be?
 Even with my lover sleeping close to me
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 It's the weight of the world but it's nothing at all
 Light as a prayer and then I feel myself fall
 You've got to give me a minute
 'Cause I'm way down in it and I can't breathe so I can't speak
 I want to be strong and steady, always ready
 Now I feel so small, I feel so weak
 Anxiety
 How do you always get the best of me?
 I'm out here living in a fantasy
 I can't enjoy a goddamn thing
 Anxiety
 Why am I never where I am supposed to be?
 Even with my lover sleeping close to me
 I'm wide awake and I'm in a pain
 A crowded room is a burning battlefield
 If I don't move, I'll come undone
 My heart beats harder, a hammer striking steel
 Will I walk now or be like "Wait and Run"?
 Anxiety
 How do you always get the best of me?
 I should be living in a fantasy
 I can't enjoy a goddamn thing
 Anxiety
 Why am I never where I am supposed to be?
 Even with my lover sleeping close to me
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain
 I'm wide awake and I'm in pain