Finally

This is all I ever wanted
 All I ever thought I'd be
 It's the only place I truly feel
 As though I can be me
 But the way I arrived
 It was overnight
 I've been on my worst behaviour
 Been on my worst behaviour
 If only I had been like this
 Now I can hold my heart in a fist
 And all the voices leave
 I can finally put it on my sleeve
 Oh, if only they'd really seen it
 Maybe they would finally believe me
 When I say I've won
 And my father gets to see his son
 That he can feel proud of
 He can feel proud of
 He's proud of me
 This is all I ever wanted
 All I ever thought I'd be
 But the way that I behaved
 Could have seen quite the contrary
 I felt all the lives
 They're out of sight
 I've been on my worst behaviour
 Been on my worst behaviour
 If only I had been like this
 Now I can hold my heart in a fist
 And all the voices leave
 I can finally put it on my sleeve
 Oh, if only they'd really seen it
 Maybe they would finally believe me
 When I say I've won
 And my mother gets to see her son
 That she can feel proud of
 She can feel proud of
 She's proud of me
 She's proud of me
 Proud of me
 Proud of me
 They're proud of me
 She's proud of me
 She's proud of
 They're proud of
 They're proud of
 They're proud of me
 They're proud of me
 They're proud of me
 She's proud of me
 They're proud of me
 If only I had been like this
 Now I can hold my heart in a fist
 And all the voices leave
 I can finally put it on my sleeve
 Oh, if only they'd really seen it
 Maybe they would finally believe me
 When I say I've won
 And my family gets to see why
 That they can feel proud of
 They can feel proud of
 They can feel proud of
 They're proud of me