How's It Going to Be

I'm only pretty sure
 That I can't take anymore
 Before you take a swing
 I wonder what are we fighting for
 When I say out loud
 I wanna get out of this
 I wonder is there anything
 I'm gonna miss
 I wonder how it's going to be
 When you don't know me
 How's it going to be
 When you're sure I'm not there
 How's it going to be
 When there's no one there to talk to
 Between you and me
 'Cause I don't care
 How's it going to be
 How's it going to be
 Where we used to laugh
 There's a shouting match
 Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
 A silence I can't ignore
 Like the hammock by the doorway
 We spent time in, swings empty
 I don't see lightning like last fall
 When it was always about to hit me
 I wonder how's it going to be
 When it goes down
 How's it going to be
 When you're not around
 How's it going to be
 When you found out there was nothing
 Between you and me
 'Cause I don't care
 How's it going to be
 How's it going to be
 When you don't know me anymore
 And how's it going to be
 Wanna get myself back in again
 The soft dive of oblivion
 I wanna taste the salt of your skin
 The soft dive of oblivion, oblivion
 How's it going to be
 When you don't know me anymore
 How's it going to be
 How's it going to be
 How's it going to be