Zero Sum

We find ourselves behind closed doors
 And what we see is what we say we know
 Could it be that knowing
 Is second to feeling
 When all I've ever felt or known
 Is the fear of pain, shame, and loss
 I'll find the spirit of the outside
 In search of everlasting suns
 The death of time is death of power
 I know what's locked behind the gates
 Of dormant minds unchained
 In this escape
 The eons cry for me
 And lead the way
 The body mind and soul
 Lie comatose in embers
 The air is turning stagnant
 I surface from the depths and speak
 I'll find the spirit of the outside
 In search of everlasting suns
 The driving figmint of a master
 Is just a solitary dream
 The dormant minds unchained
 The curtain call is nigh
 Don't let your shadow fall here
 Lucidity dissolving
 The suffocating mind
 Within these empty skies
 The skein will come undone