Closer to Fine

I'm trying to tell you something 'bout my life
 Maybe give me insight between black and white
 And the best thing you ever done for me
 Is to help me take my life less seriously
 It's only life after all, yeah
 Well, darkness has a hunger that's insatiable
 And lightness has a call that's hard to hear
 And I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
 I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it
 I'm crawling on your shores
 And I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
 I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
 There's more than one answer to these questions
 Pointing me in a crooked line
 And the less I seek my source for some definitive
 (The less I seek my source)
 Closer I am to fine, yeah
 Closer I am to fine, yeah
 And I went to see the doctor of philosophy
 With a poster of Rasputin and a beard down to his knee
 He never did marry or see a B-grade movie
 He graded my performance, he said he could see through me
 I spent four years prostrate to the higher mind
 Got my paper and I was free
 And I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
 I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
 There's more than one answer to these questions
 Pointing me in a crooked line
 And the less I seek my source for some definitive
 (The less I seek my source)
 Closer I am to fine, yeah
 Closer I am to fine, yeah
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 I stopped by the bar at 3 A.M.
 To seek solace in a bottle or possibly a friend
 And I woke up with a headache like my head against a board
 Twice as cloudy as I'd been the night before
 And I went in seeking clarity
 I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
 I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
 We go to the doctor, we go to the mountains
 We look to the children, we drink from the fountain
 Yeah, we go to the Bible, we go through the workout
 We read up on revival, we stand up for the lookout
 There's more than one answer to these questions
 Pointing me in a crooked line
 And the less I seek my source for some definitive
 (The less I seek my source)
 Closer I am to fine
 
 Closer I am to fine
 Closer I am to fine, yeah