Black Candles

There's a war inside my head
 It's getting the best of me
 I'm finding it hard to separate
 The truth from your legacy
 When I'm drinking myself numb
 I come to believe
 That this is the gift and the emptiness
 That's all you gave to me
 Sometimes I think I could break
 Down inside
 Too many times I lose this fight
 Getting hard to live this life
 I can't hide the wreckage inside
 It comes to light
 Now I've got to stay alive to break the cycle
 When the world is closing in she's all I ever need
 The taste of her kiss it does me in
 And brings me to my knees
 When I'm lost inside my head I fight just to breath
 I'm giving in to the battle within
 The curse you left for me
 Sometimes I think I could break
 Down inside
 Too many times I lose this fight
 Getting hard to live this life
 I can't hide the wreckage inside
 It comes to light
 Now I've got to stay alive to break the cycle
 I can't hide these feelings inside me
 I can't run away from your ghost
 Now I try each day to survive this
 I have got to stay alive
 I have got to break the tide
 Down inside
 Too many times I lose this fight
 Getting hard to live this life
 I can't hide the wreckage inside
 It comes to light
 Now I've got to stay alive
 Now I've got to win this fight
 And break the cycle