state of mind

I thought I had it all figured out
 I had to burn some bridges down
 Don't want the world to see me now
 Another lonely night that I fall inside my head (get it together)
 Then I crawl inside my bed (I'm like whatever)
 I don't care if I wake up, this shit sucks
 Got a bag that's packed, and I'll test my luck
 I'm cliché, look, another sad song
 And I've got the freeway in my sights
 Can I get some leeway even if I'm dead wrong?
 I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate
 So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
 Is anybody there to watch me drown?
 Don't help, I've been beating myself down
 Why do I even try? What a waste of time
 I really gotta shake that state of mind
 I feel like I've been buried alive
 I'm running out of time
 I put a tough face on, don't give me questions
 I wonder everywhere I go with no direction
 Don't see the point, I've been feeling paranoid
 Try and drown out all the noise
 I can't handle my emotions
 Something's gotta give
 These words will only get me so far
 I scream out into nothing
 I feel like I'm going nowhere fast, like the same old story
 Nothing ever new, I'm the world's most boring
 Tearing me apart from the inside
 I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate
 So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
 Is anybody there to watch me drown?
 Don't help, I've been beating myself down
 Why do I even try? What a waste of time
 I really gotta shake that state of mind
 I feel like I've been buried alive
 I'm running out of time
 Why do I even try? What a waste of time
 I really gotta shake that state of mind
 I feel like I've been buried alive
 I'm running out of time