Swimmers Can Drown - Diabolic Art Mix

My timeline is a wire wrapped tight around my neck
 Slowing apathy swells, give in to disconnect
 Unworldly transmission fed to relive the shame
 I don't want a trial, I'll take all the blame
 A stone stolid council Speaks dogmatically
 Bullets and antidotes divided evenly
 A chilling consciousness wakes me from the trance
 It redefines my mind I'll never have a chance
 Nothing, giving, unworthy offering
 Losing, feeling like a bird with clipped wings
 Sinking feeling, pushing down on me
 Swimming, drowning, neurotoxic red sea
 The blow shatters my remission
 Fracture patterns show through the skin
 Please understand this was not the plan
 No, I gotta know
 Does it matter where my heart has been
 Fracture patterns show through my skin
 Please understand this was not my plan
 No, I gotta go
 Weightless restraint floating away, evaporating
 The impulse grows in clouds below, cascading
 Dripping whisper, falling faster, raining