State

got me in this state
 pins and needles at my chest as I begin to break
 and I can't leave this room
 the outside world is faced away and turning felt sweet nectar gold perfume
 and now it's all so clear
 how I got myself here
 a string of errors in the dark
 but I know in the end
 I'll do it all again
 I'm just trying to find some peace
 this beautiful release
 got me in this state
 the plastic tubes and lies they all burrow through my face
 my memory repaired
 with blanks and eh it's all the bad parts gone??????? train
 and it's not very far
 from me to where you are
 but how the distance takes it toll
 i can't remember when
 i last saw you my friend
 like you were before all this grief
 we find
 this beautiful release
 this state