So Hard To Love

I'm fighting with my head and my heart
 All the reasons you think we'll fall apart
 You can hold me and in circles we'll crawl
 Chasing tails
 Feeling nothing at all
 Oh
 Am I so hard to love
 Am I so hard to love
 If you can't better this then it's not all that good
 I know it's been short but maybe I've stayed longer than I really should
 I am storming
 Steeping up through my head
 I should leave now but I'm waiting instead for a new day
 For a version of you that will love me
 Displacing my blue
 Oh
 Am I so hard to love
 Am I so hard to love
 If you can't better this then it's not all that good
 I know it's been short but maybe I stayed longer than I really should
 At the edge of courage
 I could stand here all night long and say nothing
 Oh
 Nothing
 I'm fighting with my head and my heart
 All the reasons I know we'll fall apart
 Am I so hard to love
 Am I so hard to love