Anxious - Demo

I could say it right now
 But it's not the time
 You see those friendly faces but they only make you anxious
 You could shout it out now
 In the crowded space
 People have been hoping but I've never been that open
 I've been here before
 Don't you know it's not the same
 Don't you know I'm not the one who told ya
 I've been here before
 Don't you know it's not the same
 Don't you know I'm not the one who told ya
 I wish I'd seen this family's start, so I could see us thrive
 We didn't make it out together, but we made it out alive
 See, it's not about hope, as much as honesty
 I need you in this fight, so we can someday get it right
 I've been here before
 Don't you know it's not the same
 Don't you know I'm not the one who told ya
 I've been here before
 Don't you know it's not the same
 Don't you know I'm not the one who told ya
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 I wish this head would quiet down
 So I could talk to you
 Help me sound out what's been in and we can finally make it through
 I could say it right now
 But it's not the time
 I know you've been hopin'
 But I've never been that open
 I'll scream it but I won't believe it
 I'll tell you what you want to hear then
 Just give me a week or two to find it
 Then maybe we'll try hard to ignite it
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 I've been here before
 Don't you know it's not the same
 Don't you know I'm not the one who told ya
 I've been here before
 Don't you know it's not the same
 Don't you know I'm not the one who told ya
 I'll scream it but I won't believe it (I've been here before, don't you know it's not the same)
 I'll tell you what they want to hear then (Don't you know I'm not the one who told ya)
 Just give me a week or two to find it (I've been here before, don't you know it's not the same)
 Then maybe we'll try hard to ignite it (Don't you know I'm not the one who told ya)