Fly

Don't like the way that I look
 I don't like the way that I feel
 I'm acting like everything's cool
 But maybe it's time I start keeping it real
 I've thought about killing myself
 I've thought about ending it all
 I've thought about standing on top of my building in
 Brooklyn and seeing how long it would take me to fall
 I'm scared
 And I'm losing my patience
 I wanna feel weightless
 I hate this
 What's up? Ey
 Don't know why I'm so fucked up
 It sucks, ey
 Maybe I'm over-dramatic
 But I'm just keeping it real
 I'm not always okay
 I don't know how to deal
 I wish I had someone to give me some love
 I wish I had someone to give me a hug
 I'm sick of the liquor and sick of the drugs
 I wish I could just stop fucking up
 Dear Johnny, be honest
 You can change if you want it
 And let me tell you something else that's true
 There's no one else that's just like you
 Dear Johnny, be real
 It's okay to feel
 One day you're going to hear this song
 And laugh because you stayed so strong
 Got a brother I know that I don't call enough
 "Hey baby boy, what's up, I miss you so much"
 Got a father that raised me when shit got tough
 But we don't really know how to talk about stuff
 Got a mother I ain't seen in eighteen years
 Just know that I forgive you, there's been too many tears
 I hope I don't get any older
 With this chip up on my shoulder
 I think it's time I switched it all up
 Dear Johnny, be honest
 You can change if you want it
 And let me tell you something else that's true
 There's no one else that's just like you
 Dear Johnny, be real
 It's okay to feel
 One day you're going to hear this song
 And laugh because you stayed so strong
 I'm falling away
 From everything that's ever brought me down
 I am the sound
 Now I'm falling away
 From everything that's ever brought me down
 I am the sound
 Now
 Dear Johnny, be honest
 You can change if you want it
 And let me tell you something else that's true
 There's no one else that's just like you
 Dear Johnny, be real
 It's okay to feel
 One day you're going to hear this song
 And laugh because you stayed so strong
 Haha
 I feel better already
 Yeah
 Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest
 Wow
 Thank you for listening
 Thank you for being a part of our life
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 Shout out to Studio G
 Shout out to Brooklyn
 Shout out to Venice Beach
 Shout out to Pam the cat
 Shout out to Jolene the dog
 And word to Eleven
 Yeah, love you
 This is a family
 This is MCID
 Hahaha