Leap of Faith

I don't know where I'm at but it's time to go
 I've got bats in my head, pressure building up slow
 So don't even bother to say hello
 Lights may be on, BUT THERE'S WAY TO GET OVER
 I'm idling on empty in my world alone
 My fortune of misfortune got me ready to blow
 Motioned by my hate and I'm taking a stand
 I've got a pocket full of bullets and there's two guns at my head
 Can I get a victim? I could be the victim!
 I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way
 Raw cold hard ground below I'm laid
 I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping
 The only gift God branded me
 Is this curse, that I carry on
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 I live inside a storm with no calm in the eye
 I'm under the gun or I'm under the knife
 Inside of my head there's a panic ensuing
 I've tied myself in knots AND THERE'S NO ONE TO UNDO THEM
 I'm praying for peace up in the clock tower shooting
 My left half doesn't know what my right half is doing
 Anxiety is building up inside my mind
 All bags are stacking up but I'm just waiting here to die
 Can I get a victim? I wanna be the victim!
 I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way
 Raw cold hard ground below I'm laid
 I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping
 The only gift God branded me
 Is this curse, that I carry on
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 The Sun fades to black and the hope's becoming dimmer
 There's a chill in my bones like the dead cold of winter
 Confused and confronted by the man in the mirror
 A sinner, a saint, a savior, or a killer?
 I took a chance on a leap of faith, but the net gave way
 Raw, cold, hard ground below I'm laid
 I took a chance on a leap of faith, now there's no escaping
 The only gift God branded me
 Rock cold, hard ground below I'm laid
 The only gift God branded me
 Is the curse that I carry