It's just another day
In a mind of insane
Death is creeping in again,
Storms of hail and rain
Can I hold on another day
In the mind that's full of rage?
Feels like I'm losing grip on the existence that is my BANE...
My reality is slipping,
My hands on the gun and gripping!!
Depression blankets entombs and threatens my existance!!
So many times I've lost my mind,
Held on too much but not this time!!
My selfishness embracing so I let go of resistance!!
Fuck you all, that try to talk,
Your sense to me, I don't belong,
Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!!
Your sympathy don't mean shit to me,
So fuck this life I'm sharpening!!
The blade that is conduit to my end!!
One foot in the gutter,
One foot in grave,
One foot for revenge,
One for being betrayed
One foot for denial,
One foot for lost faith,
One foot in the gutter,
One foot in the GRAVE
The rope around my neck is gripping,
The stool under feet is slipping,
To purge me of the pressure and the hell that's been my life!
Too many times, I lost my sight,
I've chose to this battle but refuse to fight,
Today's my day of reckoning, so let the fuse ignite
Fuck you all, that try to talk,
Your sense to me, I don't belong,
Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!!
Your sympathy don't mean shit to me,
So fuck this life I'm sharpening!!
The blade that is conduit to my end!!
One foot in the gutter,
One foot in grave,
One foot for revenge,
One for being betrayed
One foot for denial,
One foot for lost faith,
One foot in the gutter,
One foot in the GRAVE
I look that final step,
At last without regret
This gift I wouldn't sell
My heaven is your hell
Everything is dark,
Everything is light
Angels fly to heaven
As demons fall to night
This darkness that I caress,
Blows warm air upon my neck,
As I embrace my death
No more panic and no distress
This life cannot be saved,
This life is lost today,
I had one foot in the gutter,
Now both are in the grave...!