Someone New

If I could have every thought
 As though for the first time
 I'd never get sick of
 The patterns of my mind
 But I am stuck
 I am stuck
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 If things go my way
 I'll stay in this room
 Where tonight I want to lay
 Kissing someone new
 With a familiar face
 I can't replace
 Because remembering, no
 It hasn't been enough
 It's like the partial glow
 A bright flower gives off
 At night
 Color imprecise
 What if I told you
 It'll all just end the same?
 And then turned to you
 Showed you my game
 You'd believe I'm stuck
 'Til I get ahold of
 A stranger to remind me
 I don't contain the world
 It is outside, can't I see?
 And in it, I'm this lucky girl
 And how to play my role
 'Til I get too old
 By then remembering, oh
 It better be enough
 I'll be covered head to toe
 In the faded flower patterns of memories
 Of nights like these
 Of good times passed
 I'll be home at last
 And I will give
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 Myself a fucking break
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 If things go my way
 I'll stay in this room
 Where again I want to lay
 Kissing someone new
 Who tells me
 Something pretty
 So that I too
 Can feel like someone new