Into the Ocean

Between the cigarettes and the coffee breaks
 I've learned to reject everything I know
 And I don't like growing older
 And now honesty is just this thing
 Too many of us have too little of
 And I don't like growing older
 So I, I put my shades on and smile through the loss.
 We have to let it go, into the ocean
 Let the waves beat down the emotion
 Like we used to share when we were young, when we were young
 I will not let it go, this childish notion
 That we can celebration our purest moments
 I will push it down until I'm numb, until I'm numb
 Between the colleges and the 9-5
 I've learned to shut away my adventurous side
 and I don't like growing older
 And now my favorites things are those distance dreams
 too many of us have to little of
 and I don't like growing older
 So I, I put on my shades and smile through the loss.
 We have to let it go, into the ocean
 Let the waves beat down the emotion
 Like we used to share when we were young, when we were young
 I will not let it go, this childish notion
 That we can celebration our purest moments
 I will push it down until I'm numb, until I'm numb
 And it gets me to thinking.
 There's no light in the woods, just the moon and the stars
 There's a fire in my soul, but my heart is at war
 I'm open and beaten, but at least I'm honest
 I've fucked and I've fought and I've sorted my losses
 Dreamed I could love and suffered the cost
 I've lied and I've cheated, but haven't we all?
 I'm not afraid, still making plans
 Give me your spirit, your heart and your hand.
 We have to let it go, into the ocean
 Let the waves beat down the emotion
 Like we used to share when we were young, when we were young
 I will not let it go, this childish notion
 That we can celebration our purest moments
 I will push it down until I'm numb, until I'm numb