Overthinking

I could have just held my tongue
 I should have just filled my lungs
 Breathe in, breathe out and repeat
 But you know me well, or at least in as far as I can tell
 You should have known better than telling me I should have
 Held it together for us, when I'm barely together myself
 I'm barely together myself
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 I'm overthinking, everything I say and I do
 Just reminds me I don't need you
 'Cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to
 Well, if you just kept your word
 And listened instead of just heard
 Instead of just waiting for your turn to speak
 Then you'd know I was weak, but you don't
 No wonder reality hurts
 No wonder reality hurts
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 I'm overthinking, everything I say and I do
 Just reminds me I don't need you
 'Cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to
 I'm overthinking and I'm done with feeling empty
 And pretending like you get me, I'm overthinking
 I think I'm through
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 Beating myself black and blue
 Beating myself black and blue
 Beating myself black and blue
 (Stop beating myself black and-)
 I'm overthinking, everything I say and I do
 Just reminds me I don't need you
 'Cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to
 I'm overthinking and I'm done with feeling empty
 And pretending like you get me, I'm overthinking
 If I'm through, stop I'm beating myself black and blue
 (Beating myself black and blue, beating myself black and blue)
 Beating myself black and blue
 (Beating myself black and blue)
 But it won't make no difference to you