Not Love

A part of me is jaded
 A part of me is waiting and still praying
 Yeah, the way I used to love you
 The way I used to trust you has faded
 And tell me how could you let your ego control you?
 Used to be my best friend but now I don't know you
 How you sleep in the night, do I still cross your mind?
 All these years have gone by, still you're stuck in your pride
 Still, I been good on my own
 Wonder if you're proud on the low
 Or maybe you wishing that I fall without you
 I just wanna know how you sunk so low
 Guess you never loved me, 'cause that's not love
 Maybe there's just no love inside you
 Tell me, is it worth all that you're fighting?
 Is it worth the wrongs you ain't righting?
 I feel it in my heart when I'm smiling
 I try to be alone when I'm crying
 Love me but you choose pride
 And I'll never understand why
 Love me but it don't show
 Everything I been through, you don't know
 You just keep throwing the time away
 Till no more time is left to find
 You keep your love away
 Till no more time is left to find
 Still, I been good on my own
 Wonder if you're proud on the low
 Or maybe you wishing that I fall without you
 I just wanna know how you sunk so low
 Guess you never loved me, 'cause that's not love
 Maybe there's just no love inside you
 Still, I been good on my own
 Wonder if you're proud on the low
 Or maybe you wishing that I fall without you
 I just wanna know how you sunk so low
 Guess you never loved me, 'cause that's not love
 Maybe there's just no love inside you