Gotta Find A Way

Why do I panic? This shit is manic
 I got it going on and I don't know where it's coming from
 I feel no strength in, I have no trust in
 Myself or anything I liked that's gone so long
 Might be a timeshock - that I took
 Might be my love - love that I locked
 Might be my heart - hard as a rock
 All I know I never knew this lifehook
 Damn this is tragic, where is the magic
 Where's all the glitter, gleam those things
 I dream my self esteem
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 I've got to, got to, got to
 I've got to find a way
 Guess I am static, full automatic
 There is this fear for me to take and pull it all inside
 How can I - break my prison?
 How can I - get a vision?
 How can I - find some wisdom?
 All I know I need a fast decision
 Damn can I try it, I don't deny it
 From dark to dawn from dawn to light your brown eyes turned life bright
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