Asphyxiated Circle

These thoughts replace me when I'm on the floor
 I cannot taste the sweetness anymore
 You bipolarize me with each test
 Contaminate the faintest breath
 For speaking well of in the name
 Of where to watch and who to blame
 All of us there
 What should I wear?
 For human frailty on parade
 To entertain you may invade
 A silent party, secret wish
 At best an unconvincing kiss
 Expand
 Explode
 Wrinkle up
 Or blow away
 I took you up to let me down
 I take the time to track you
 Through chosen smokescreen silhouettes
 Who've earned the right to back you
 This for so long
 Perfect and wrong
 You write me out, I reappear
 To criticize you interfere
 But I will say what I want to
 And there is nothing you can do
 Expand
 Explode
 Wrinkle up
 Or blow away