Apology In Advance

I apologize in advance
 For the jigsaw's missing teeth
 For the animals in their holes, at least
 There is argument in your eyes
 So I'm loosening all my ties
 The ones that you have come to despise
 Throw the heat off
 Bite me when I eat off
 Someone else's plate
 It is now I should attempt
 Perhaps to think and wait
 Result to contemplate a fate
 That's waited this long for me
 And the night's too bright
 To hide from sight
 So I better get things right
 I keep searching, turning on, equally frustrated
 Hopelessness and sickness always, kick you up a storm
 A disabled vet, well, I'm not there yet
 Been around the block, I even threw up one street over
 Absorbed in the holding cell, all blemishes exposed
 With the plastic hand of man I can
 Stepping up, I go limp at the sound of women laughing
 Leaving me to speculate the odds of one last chance
 To apologize in advance
 I apologize in advance