Not Going Home

Any matter within my heart
 Tried hard to find my part in all this
 And I been living within my head
 You'll push me away I'm sure you're sorry
 Find a way and take a chance to find your love
 I'm the one to make a big deal out of nothing
 Where's the happy in the middle
 Where's the moon when I shine
 I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home
 Every time I ever fought it
 Every time I ever cried
 I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home
 And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting
 And I'm never gonna roll the dice for a chance to take the whole ride
 Every time I ever fought it
 Every time I ever cried
 I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home
 And I never get on my page
 Never fighting with all that rage and sorrow
 And I, will get it in different ways
 Find the good in all my days and tomorrow
 And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting
 And I'm never gonna roll the dice
 And I'm never gonna see the light
 I'm the one to make a big deal out of nothing
 Where's the happy in the middle
 Where's the moon when I shine
 I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home
 Every time I ever fought it
 Every time I ever cried
 I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home
 And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting
 And I'm never gonna roll the dice for a chance to take the whole ride
 Every time I ever fought it
 Every time I ever cried
 I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home