Why Would I Want to Die

You didn't really die you only went away
 my drummer he saw you
 buying supplies about a week ago
 a couple towns away south on the interstate
 I gave him shit for not telling me sooner than he did
 he said he thought I knew
 he said everybody else has seen her too
 I haven't been around that much
 or kept in touch with anyone or anything.
 You didn't really die although it seems as if you did
 why would you have to hide
 and who stayed on with you while you hid?
 through all those silent nights
 that silence sure can be real loud,
 louder than anything.
 You didn't really die
 So what am I do do with the memories of ours
 I chronicled and buried in the back yard
 dig the up today attach a note tha say they're yours
 leave them at the door of the supply store
 and hope that when you come along
 you bring yourself to reading them
 and wonder from precisely that there moment on...
 Why would I want to die?
 Why would I want to die?
 Why would I want to die?
 Why would I want to die?