This Is How It Always Starts

This is how it always starts
 All order falls apart
 Okay, so who put this key in the mix?
 Things were stable yesterday
 But now they're blown away
 Oh shit, I can't let them see me like this
 Nothing sweet
 Nothing nice
 Nothing kiss, only fights
 Nothing clear
 Nothing bright
 Nothing I'll feel tonight
 Nothing great
 Nothing good
 Nothing is as it should
 Nothing rad
 Nothing right
 Nothing I'll feel tonight
 This is how it always starts
 Dumb choices from the heart
 Oh shit, I can't let them see me like this
 Nothing sweet
 Nothing nice
 Nothing kiss, only fights
 Nothing clear
 Nothing bright
 Nothing I'll feel tonight
 Nothing great
 Nothing good
 Nothing is as it should
 Nothing rad
 Nothing right
 Nothing I'll feel tonight