This is what the drugs are for

This is what the drugs are for
 Turn the lights off on the comedown
 I still get emotional
 When I think about your old house
 Hopefully, the high
 Works to change my mind
 Now I feel you in my room
 Haven't seen you in a lifetime
 What am I supposed to do
 When you used to be my lifeline?
 I've counted all the days
 Since you walked away
 Look, now I'm alone again
 I've gotten used to sleepin' here without you
 Though I've tried, I can't pretend
 That I don't sit around and think about you
 When all I ever do is think about you
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 In the middle of the night
 I got caught inside a fever
 I almost called a hundred times
 Just to ask if you might leave her
 She appears in dreams
 Chasin' after me
 Look, now I'm alone again
 I've gotten used to sleepin' here without you
 Though I've tried, I can't pretend
 That I don't sit around and think about you
 Look how I just lost a friend
 I'm burying your things inside my bedroom
 All distractions in the end
 Don't work, I'm left to sit and think about you
 Like all I ever do is think about you
 I'm still waitin' by the phone
 You painted my life indigo, oh
 A kind of blue I hate to know, oh
 Where everything turns kind of cold
 Look, now I'm alone again
 I've gotten used to sleepin' here without you
 Though I've tried, I can't pretend
 That I don't sit around and think about you
 Look how I just lost a friend
 I'm burying your things inside my bedroom
 All distractions in the end
 Don't work, I'm left to sit and think about you
 Like all I ever do is think about you