Easy Pearls

Maybe I just refuse to be here for you
 Maybe that's who I am underneath my official plan
 We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten
 We leave the best of worlds on the bottom
 I can be frozen, I'm no salt water lake
 Maybe I'm broken, can't be blamed for my mistakes
 Maybe I'm cruel just like I seem to be
 How I can't stand to see you in front of me
 Maybe I'm just a child who needs to throw a fit
 Maybe I'm mad and wild underneath all I try to fit
 We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten
 We leave the darkest worlds on the bottom
 I recognize the way you hide your pain
 Asking me questions you don't really mean
 Maybe I pull against the way you lean
 Into the things I say, I'll give you less that way
 Or maybe I just refuse to be here for you
 Maybe that's who I am underneath my official plan
 We dive for easy pearls and leave the rest forgotten
 We leave the best of worlds on the bottom