Lazaretto

I don't know where to begin, I think I'm (moments away)
 From everything crumbling all around me, so (show me the way)
 Out of the deep end, now my back is (bowing in pain)
 I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' (oh no, the shame)
 Where will I end up?
 If I don't wake up tomorrow
 I let the pain do me in
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 Wake him in the middle of the night, to find I'm all alone
 Oh no, where did he go? Where did he go? (Sometimes I think I'll never know)
 Speaking all the pain and all the things that made us hate him
 "What an ego" (i guess I'm better off than I know)
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 Not good enough, not good enough (you're afraid, you're afraid, you're afraid)
 Not good enough, not good enough (you're afraid, you're afraid)
 I don't know where to begin, I think I'm (moments away)
 From everything crumbling all around me, so (show me the way)
 Out of the deep end, now my back is (bowing in pain)
 I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' (oh no, the shame)
 Where will I end up?
 (Don't let the pain do you in)