What Am I Doing There

I no longer know what's real anymore
 In the back of my mind I have opened the door
 That leads to the past and the love we once shared
 I keep asking myself what am I doing there
 What am I doing there, holding you tight
 
 Taking down your hair, lying close by your side
 Making believe that you still care
 My new life is here, what am I doing there
 I don't get much rest with the secret I keep
 And I'm afraid that some night oh, I'll talk in my sleep
 How could I explain to the one lying here
 She's loving me now what am I doing there
 What am I doing there, holding you tight
 
 Taking down your hair, lying close by your side
 
 Making believe that you still care
 My new life is here what am I doing there
 My new life is here, what am I doing there