Triple X Girlfriend

there is nothing here i haven't seen
 i'm just waiting for my turn to leave
 there is nothing i haven't experienced
 and so little left to talk about
 there is nothing i haven't been been through
 i've stopped waiting for what will not come
 there is nothing here i haven't seen
 i'm just waiting for my turn to leave
 i will sink soon
 i will sink
 i will sink soon
 i will sink
 ...soon
 there is nothing more i need to learn
 i'm more than ready for my return
 i'm about to leave this (? doggie tree?)
 my visions do not frighten me
 i hid far from myself already
 entering a higher energy
 i feel my forces abandoning me
 i see the lights growing gradually
 i will sink soon
 i will sink
 i will sink soon
 i will sink
 i hid far from myself already
 entering a higher energy
 i feel my forces abandoning me
 i see the lights growing gradually
 i hid far from myself already
 entering a higher energy
 i feel my forces abandoning me
 i see the lights growing gradually
 i will sink soon
 or will i soar?