Transformation

(I have started this alone and I must finish it alone)
 (I know now that I must use... myself)
 (... as the subject to the experiment)
 I must be wise
 I must try to analyze
 Each change in me
 Everything I see
 How will it be?
 Will I see the world through different eyes?
 Like a warning light
 Glimmering in red
 Like crimson bloodshed
 Shimmering in red
 Beautiful and strange
 See the colors change before my eyes
 See how they dance and they sparkle
 Like diamonds at night
 Leading me out of the darkness and into the light
 (11: 58 pm)
 (I've consumed ten centiliters of formula HJ-7)
 (Salty, bitter taste, stings the tongue)
 (Warm in the gullet)
 (Heat spreading strongly through my veins)
 (Slight... feeling of euphoria, lightheadedness)
 (No noticeable behavioral differences)
 (laughing)
 Now the die is cast
 Nothing left to do
 Time alone can prove my theories true
 Show the world
 (My god, what is this?)
 (Something is happening)
 (I can't explain)
 Something inside me, a breathtaking pain
 Devours and consumes me and drives me insane
 Suddenly, uncontrolled
 Something is taking hold
 Suddenly, agony!
 Filling me, Killing me
 Suddenly, out of breath
 What is this? Is this death?
 Suddenly, look at me
 Can it be?
 Who is this creature that I see?
 Free!
 (laughing)